mhhm

well, after being on the pill for a matter of ah half an hr its brought the depression bag.


augh


gay

Day 2.5

Well i just sold a Belair amp
yay
commission this month is looking good.
looking foward to awhi, should be good.
need awhi love

Day 2

Well im still pissed off at Pete, wont see or talk to rob till tomorrow.. wonder if he will still b holding a gruge
making an effort and going to awhi tonight.. i so need it.
i finished the book "the shack"
i wish God came and took me away for a weekend.
i need him

Venting

I figured i would start a blog and not tell anyone about it just so i can vent

this is how im feeling


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i hate office politics

there a days where i loathe my job

"oh but i picked up the phone"
"yea but ive done all the work"
nag nag nag nag nag

who cares about fucking commission!!!!

theres a company trying to head hunt me... again..


and peter! bloody peter! had a go at rob today who had a go and me and im feeling like shyte


i need a break from life!

im reading a book called "the shack" its about a guy and his little girl is kidnapped and murdered (well they never find a body) 3 years later God invited him to The Shack where they found the girls bloody dress... God, Jesus and the holy spirit are there... sometimes i struggle to imagine god in a human form.. but any how.. its about a journey of emotional healing